WHA finally back! hahahahahaha
Sorry peeps, didnt bother to update anything recently.
shall post some more meaningful posts soon.
till then,
wait ya haha.

tata~

As I walked my 16km route march yesterday,
I was thinking..
How the hell would I be able to complete it.
Well, tt Graduation Route March,
I've completed it anyw ;D
Walking back to the company line,
Neighbouring companies cheered as we voyage our last few metres.
Tears of joy :)

Back home now.
Alot of things JUST happened.
Guys would never truly understand how girls feel.
So ever-changing.
Sudden change somemore.
First day friends,
FRIENDS
Next day strangers.
Some girls just freaking think they have a HIGH standard.
INSTEAD
I'm just thinking whether I made a mistake lowering my standards.
Some girls love giving guys hope,
But lucky I didnt end up in tt freaking trap.
Does avoiding solve problems?
Does change in tt freaking attitude make everyone better?

Actually I rather feel heartbroken, being emo,
Than freaking vent my ponders and wonders.
These peeps i met recently gave me a brand new perspective,
or just a negative version of Mature girls.
or they're just simply immature.
An outing could lead into a misunderstanding as too close as friends should be -.- OMG
thus avoids. WTH
Too Overly Conservative?

Fine, just get on with my life.
take it as part of my stay in in BMT de experience ba.
~Ego-maniacs.

tata~

w00ts, so long never blogged le, sure dead.

My army life in Tekong till 26th Feb, stay in sadded/
haiyo, notin to blog, mind's blank LOL.

tata~

Happenings.
Yesterday night, went to Cathay with Aaron, Henry and gang.
Watched midnight movie,
Didnt had the show we wanted to watch.
So decided to watch Twilight.
Okay, shall start to watch abit of it haha.

Today, later on,
Having Primary School classmates gathering.
Quite good right!
6 years and still going on.
We still can contact each other without much difficulties.
Going Bugis ba.
After that got what activities...
No idea.

Tomorrow, I'm FINALLY going back to camp
haha, It's like more than a week since I last entered camp.
Shuang dao.
But the first day back camp damn stupid.
Cos I got duties.
Fine..
Duties are actually quite good when you have nothing on for the day.
Go dere do some sai gang.
Rest the whole day.
Meals provided somemore.
No need to spend a single cent.
But hor,..
No com to use =/

OKOK, shall get preparing soon.
tata~

Today, or 26th November,
I had my Army whole company's cohesion at West Coast Park.
I woke up at 7am, but i slept at 5am.
LOL, barely had like 2 hours of rest.
now still active haha!

Cohesion was quite fun, comments were that it was generally better than the previous one in this company that i just joined.
ok shall not talk much.

After that, planned to meet my army peeps play LAN-games and settle down at chomp chomp after tt for dinner.
But I went home first, cause sweat, dirty.
they went to play lan.
Thought they were at Serangoon Gardens de gaming centre,
in the end,
they're at Dhoby Ghaut.
tio ps.

NVM.
before tt HF and emily jio-ed me at the same place K.
initially i rejected cos had to go out with army mates.
but since need wait them to come back for chompchomp,
I decided to K with em lols.

Not bad.
After tt went one of the peeps' house and play.
He lives around there,
f*kin rich kiddo.
jealous =/

fine and tt's all,
nothing much to write so i decided to write out what happened today in a lil more detailed manner. LOL

tata~

I know I know,
alot of people browsed thru my blog,
sorry guys.
No updates soon.
I'm so lazy to do so haha.

I have
New hairstyle.
New Specs.

=D

tata~

Today went for Blood donation thingy,
quite good lar,
they took 500ml of my blood.
I found myself lose 0.5kg lols.
not pain at all, CHEY

later i'm going Mandy's chalet.
initially was to meet HHuifen and gang for soyabean but too late le,
later no bus go chalet.

okok, gtg soon.
tata~

woots~
very long never blogged.

Today after camp, went to the SGH to visit a JC classmate,
She suffered from anorexia.
aww. Now i know anorexia is a sickness,
not anything she wants.
She already so skinny.
Now like pole -.-

Tomorrow, going for blood donation at HSA, SGH again lols.
Reason why i donate blood.
1. Donating blood makes you more healthy, read up the web for more info.
2. Doing something great, helping others, mend my sins. LOL
3. No army, finish donating can dismiss le
But arh.. I heard from my campmates that,
the needle is very thick,
like Yakult de straw like tt,
omg. scared.
aya, just go for it,
Be a regular blood donor.
I think quite good.

Next Wed, Emily jio me go Powerhouse.
Most probably going.
Very long never go le.
Somemore, Zuo hao ren ye Zuo dao ni le.
good guys go bad LOL.
Shall enjoy.

Karaoke anyone?
pity Huifen, wan jio ppl oso hard liao.

anyways, 21-25 Nov, 27-28 Nov, No army for me =DD
clear leave.
I left 2 more days,
plus 28-30 Dec.
Must spend wisely le.

aya, nothing much to talk about.
I'm a busy man this wkend i supposed?

No More emo.
sick and tired of it.
fuck love.
thx

tata~

Had a good chat yesterday with bro,
Was asked why I gave up without even trying.
Why I had so little courage, no confidence.
Seriously, it's the first time I had so low courage and confidence in myself.
My feelings got deeper for you.
3months, 3 months,
I done nothing.
So what is there for a girl like her to develop feelings on me
And... and
She's so busy.
We rarely meet now.
Hope to fade,
But it went the wrong way.

I'm a Pessimistic fellow.
I know it well.
But if my intuition fails me so,
Please tell me.
I can initiate no more.
You're the only one that can save me out of this emo ****
Just tell me the 3 words.
You should have knew who you are.

If my intuition are correct,
It doesn't matter anymore,
Numbed.
I'm letting it go anyway.

No backbone literally for the first time. =(
Where'd my couraage gone, aww.

tata~

my new belt

cant find the picture, but it's brown colour monogram de.
similar one.

awww I wanna go out,
Army liao, lost alot of contacts.
somemore changed Hp during army, forgot to save into my SIM card the hp no,
all lost.
sians.
or not I now will not be rotting at home..

aww, nothing much to say.

anyway I wan watch Autumn's Concerto.
New show,
Shall get myself off Sudden Attack for some time.
Trailer is as shown:

enjoy ;)

The main thing is for you to be happy.
I guess I shall step back quietly.
without any trace for you to know I've been there waiting.
without any clues for you to know that it's YOU that i'm waiting
I'm not going to fight a losing battle
In this love battlefield.
勉强是没有幸福的
I'm not loved.
I dun need it either anymore.


tata~