Shit Emely on this LOL

alot alot of problems recently,
1 by 1 solved.

FINALLY
left 1...

It's damn hard to solve it.
I must admit.
Breaking of friendship cant simply solve the problem.
it'll only made the problem hanging around like saprophytes on trees.
Saw you today.
Thanks for coming.
Thanks for the concern
To look for me
To see if I'm alright?
Or to see if I'm gonna die?

dun even dare to talk to you.
I got the feeling eventually.

It take time for wound to heal.
Days for Physical Injuries.
Weeks for Internal Injuries.
Emotional hurt? God knows.

haiz.
happy go lucky, as emely tagged,
yes, is when I'm with u friends, the besties.

I'm trying hard to hide my sadded feelings.
It'll soon burst out one rainy day...

tata~

Haiz, It's been more than six months since I'd been with you.
All the pain, all the sadness, we had shared each experiences and current affairs with each others.
We bacame closer, and our friendship grew.
We're like the best of the best.
After some time, I felt that I'd fallen for you, JUST Maybe.
But realised u are attached, I understand, and is willing to wait for you.
As things passed by, 6mths had passed.
Our relationship are still the same,
We talked about our lives, our stories.
We hang out when there is time.
I helped you in ur studies.
We did silly things together,
Sometimes, Just to meet me, U let down ur own boyfriend.

But after the chain of events that happened the past few days,
I've realised You had changed alot alot alot alot.
It's like ur true colours are shining out like shooting stars, in a bad way though.
YES, I'd confessed. I knew u would avoid me, I expected it. It's ok.
YES, U did things that we had promised not to do so anymore, eg. PG, but u broke it.
YES, U turned ur back at me, FOR THE FIRST TIME after all these months, which shouldnt be happening.
YES, U lied to me, tricked me, thought that I was a fool.
ALL OF THAT HAPPENED, in just 6 hours. The whole Midnight.

U started pushing ur limits against me, scolding FUCK OFF, DUN PESTER YOU, DUN PISS U OFF.

YES, I did confessed alot of times, but nothing gets worse as now.

This may be ur real true colours i guess, given tt ur background is like....
So I'm fine with it.

We broke a close friendship. seriously, cos i bth u and ur attitude.
A sudden change, cant get used to it.
I know that u oso started to feel tt I'm increasingly irritating,
So i back off.
that's fine too.
My life hasnt end yet, It's still at the beginning.

I'll still live. without you,

tata~

Okay, WaYYYyyyyy Outdated post is here.

This is for 13th June 2009, for Edwin's Birthday,
Credits from QianYan ;]

Sean,Me,Bernard,Edwin


Me n Sean Kissing.. Look at my TONGUE!!

Guys Quan Jia Fu.

Edwin's Gift By dunno how many of us lols


Today, My army back to the usual 8-5pm slot, but this time confirm work later than 5.30pm de,
Latest may even stretched to 7.30pm,
reached Hougang, 9pm -.-
How to meet up with my peeps??
lols, but nvm, still got chance yeah.
WEEKENDS cannot BURN anyold how le.
So, NO MORE NO LIFE activities lols

tata~

Haiyo, shagged. These few days generally need to get a life.

Thursday 18th June
The FREAKING whole day watched people play basketball =.=
damn need to GET A LIFE

Friday 19th June
At least I went shopping at town with JingFu, GuoWei,ChengYou.
Bought a new tie and a shirt from Topman and Pull&Bear respectively.
Met HuiFen for lunch cos she work dere.
Go back.
Had alot alot of problems in the late night.
dun wish to blog it out, it really sucks.
my whole day ruined cos of it.
Freaking people, Freaking moods, giving Freaking attitudes, at that freaking moment.
But nonetheless, it's over. ;]

Saturday 20th June
Met LeeChee up for tea. Chatted the whole goddamn afternoon.
At night, went for L4D, with Wendy etc etc etc etc....

Today
Woke up, went L4D again with the same peeps.
Go cut hair.
Come back.

Ayo, tomorrow got army,
I'm back to 8-5pm slot. so shagged.
need to wake up n be ready by 6am before i go out of my house. sure dam shag

Also, also, also, also.
These few days, mentioned above.
Guess wad, the time period in between that I didnt mentioned wad i was doing,
I WAS STAYING AT HOME USING THE COMPUTER.
dammit, Shaoting, Get a Life Man
haiz, no choice, save $$ is lidat one.

tata~

Apparently, some idiot seemed to be PERSUADE-ing me to do something.
YouShouldNoeHu, dun PERSUADE me liao, if i bth YouShouldNoeWad will happen ;]

ChengYOU, I'm not going to bugis cos i spent alot of money liao, PLEASE let me off.
LOLs, Bus fare = money oso, cos my camp gotta spend $5 per day, U noe lar,
I SO POOR =[


THIS POST IS DEDICATED MAINLY FOR CHEW CHENG YOU for spamming my blog,
to PERSUADE me LOL,
Hope u will be happy to have an entry all about U.
You should feel honoured ;D

tata~


p.s. he wants me not to use threaten, he says he sounds so bad, so i changed to persuade haha

These few days all slacking and doing nothing,
I need to find some real things to do in life man

GET A LIFE SHAOTING

lols, tata~

Alrights man,

This weekend is gonna be busy for me man.

On Saturday (Now, Later)
Afternoon
I'm going to TampinesOne with ChengYou and gang to Uniqlo buy stuffs.
I gonna get a NEW cap. LOLs.
Evening
Going for Edwin's Birthday, got Bbq.
Happy Birthday in advance man. =]
Late Night
Two choices: Either taunt with the bbq gangs OR go pei yuky study.
She jio me pei her always turn up putting aeroplane -.-
so gotta find alternatives first LOLS

On Sunday
Going to Sentosa with 4e3'06 peeps,
mini gathering plus celebrating WeiSeong's Birthday in advance =]
going to last the whole day man.

And that's all my plans on the weekends,
I'M SO BUSYyyYYYYYyYYYyyyyyyYyyyy
lols,
stop here then,
tata~

Watched DRAG ME TO HELL with Cheng You and gang today at AMK hub.
This is a freaking horror yet comedy film.
VERY NICE
I recommend you people to watch it man.

I really like horror plus comedy film.
During the comedy scene, people laughed at the movies,
While when the horror part comes, we jumped and shrieked out, and we laughed at each other LOLS.

Now, one idiot, i dunno WHO, tried to prank me,
using his unknown handphone number, messaged me.
that idiot referred itself as "Emelyn".
OKAY, dun lure me.
I know I've been Single for quite some time,
But I'm not a despo.
Let me find out who, I'll not drag YOU, but PULL YOU TO HELL, lols,
den we'll be able to start a new movie =D

It's been a tired day,
Tomorrow gotta go NS de cohesion, or so called gathering at 11am at Dhoby Ghaut.
dunno can wake up anot =x.
gotta sign off le..

tata~

I'm GOING K again later in the evening...

very bth that stupid day where my sound all gone monotone...
I WILL BRING BACK MY VOICE lols.

tata~

I'm always so sensitive about people saying me, especially the bad points of me.
I'll really take those words seriously.
It's time for a change..

In the past, many things had happened around me. BAD THINGS..
All these served as lessons to be taught as I'm growing up.
At least I made an effort not to get used to all the bad habits taught.
Everyone makes mistakes, so do I.
Some people carry on with life, heck care about their own personality, their characters
Some people take words spoken to them seriously, and thus try to change into a better person.

Lately, many things had occurred, and I really felt that I was not doing it right.

Changes are NEEDED for me.


In the Past,

I'm always late for school, heck care about my studies, got poor conduct grades, got freaking scolded by my Civics Tutor (Form Teacher in other words)
BUT I'VE CHANGED.
I went to school way just after the school gate opens, call my dad to fetch me.
I did not do anything stupid in school,
I got a Good conduct grade.
and that's why I'm so low-profiled in my JC life -.-


In the Past,

I spent my money like free, spent on arcade games, computer games, lan gaming.
I got desperate, stole my mum's hard-earned money.
I felt so stupid that time...
It was when I'm in Sec1,
BUT I'VE CHANGED
I controlled my spending ever since, and I even planned how much I will be gg to spend on the day.
I will pass my mum about 10-20% of my pay everytime I worked.
And that's when I know how hard-earned money are.
Especially in ARMY~~~




I'm lazy, I don't quite like to keep the habit of cutting my fingernails.
Got scolded by people, saying I ah gua, or misbehave.
Played basketball, got lectured by friends cos I scratched on them.
I'M TRYING TO CHANGE.
Damn it, Habits are hard to break, especially the bad ones.
It takes a year to form a good habit, 1day to form a bad one.
haiz...

I'm dirty-mouthed. Often hear vulgar word whenever i speak with people in chinese and dialects etc.
That's one challenging thing to try to change.
It's been there for like dunno since which prehistoric period.
I'M TRYING!!
But still, I often spilled everything out (ACCIDENTALLY?)
Got scolded by people these days..

Changing into a better person is a challenging task.
Changing into another person also involves opportunity cost, sacrifices must be made.
It must take time.

I'm wondering.. Why am I typing all these weird stuffs??
emooooo.....!!


People, do appreciate what people gives you, and be positive about comments give by others.
It'll impact your life man.
It's all about it,
Let's await for the new ME man!






Anyw, H1N1 Influenza A virus in Singapore, 18 ppl gotten it..
Oh my TIAN!!
Why noone die?
Lidat army got off LOLS.
CHEESEBUN! (oops!)


Ending,
tata~

Found it while browsing ard LOLS



I've BROKEN a record!!
it's been years since I stayed at home the WHOLE day!!
and yesterday, i managed to stayed all day at home!
LOLS, today should be a boring day, I just came back from camp LOLS, 9am till 11am.
A memorable army life for me man LOLS
gonna play my game le, tata~

Recommended by Jeremy Tau




Today, been to K-box with Wendy HuiFen and Henry.
sang 2-7pm de slot.
wth i had bad sound day man.. sore throat dammit wasted money lols.


Courtesy by HuiFen =]

after that went to chomp chomp eat. met Alvin dere.
he was dere ealier den us, thus he chopped place for us, so we wun have to wait LOLS.

after tt went to serangoon gardens inside de playground play lols.
met MeiQi on e way home, chatted for awhile.
after tt slacked with everyone at point, GO HOME.

Today's joke of the day: Henry's the main character man.
We went to Sheng Siong wanted to get some ice cream,
it was when alvin went into the fresh seafood section, where we saw a live fish still jumping weakly around at the shelf.
we went to see cos interested.
henry was the nearest to the fish.
the uncle placed some ice onto the fish, and den SWOOP!
the fish suddenly sprang up, Henry was shouting like gay, running away with his arms bent upwards.
we jumped too but henry's reaction damn overwhelming lols
At last we didnt had our ice creams either -.-

yup and tt's bout it today.
tata~

lame shit!

aiyo.. these few days really stayed in hougang doing nothing..

except for wednesday where bernard drove us to esplanade slack slack ..
tomorrow gg for k-box. oso dunno they confirm nots. so sianx.

pictures WILL not be uploaded sooner or later LOLS cos i have no camera, and i am not using a camera phone. so sad no wonder always have entries with plain words...

June holiday has started, but it seemed like no difference esp at night, tout all e gina will taunt lols,times changed le ba.

sadded, i lost $55 in mahjong. dun play le lar.. (actually won more than that lar lols)

10th of JUNE!! i'm WAITING for U!
waiting for my ALLOWANCE, ARMY ALLOWANCE =]]

hahas, gotta stop.
tata~