Haiz, It's been more than six months since I'd been with you.
All the pain, all the sadness, we had shared each experiences and current affairs with each others.
We bacame closer, and our friendship grew.
We're like the best of the best.
After some time, I felt that I'd fallen for you, JUST Maybe.
But realised u are attached, I understand, and is willing to wait for you.
As things passed by, 6mths had passed.
Our relationship are still the same,
We talked about our lives, our stories.
We hang out when there is time.
I helped you in ur studies.
We did silly things together,
Sometimes, Just to meet me, U let down ur own boyfriend.

But after the chain of events that happened the past few days,
I've realised You had changed alot alot alot alot.
It's like ur true colours are shining out like shooting stars, in a bad way though.
YES, I'd confessed. I knew u would avoid me, I expected it. It's ok.
YES, U did things that we had promised not to do so anymore, eg. PG, but u broke it.
YES, U turned ur back at me, FOR THE FIRST TIME after all these months, which shouldnt be happening.
YES, U lied to me, tricked me, thought that I was a fool.
ALL OF THAT HAPPENED, in just 6 hours. The whole Midnight.

U started pushing ur limits against me, scolding FUCK OFF, DUN PESTER YOU, DUN PISS U OFF.

YES, I did confessed alot of times, but nothing gets worse as now.

This may be ur real true colours i guess, given tt ur background is like....
So I'm fine with it.

We broke a close friendship. seriously, cos i bth u and ur attitude.
A sudden change, cant get used to it.
I know that u oso started to feel tt I'm increasingly irritating,
So i back off.
that's fine too.
My life hasnt end yet, It's still at the beginning.

I'll still live. without you,

tata~