okay, from now till Saturday 5th Sept,

I'll not be online.
My com is down.
contact me thru fone guys.

tomorrow(sunday)
got guard duty 24hrs.
not free oso,
but please call me up cos will be very sianx.

tata~

WHAT HAS HAPPENED?
seriously,

Shaoting,
Why did I became so irresponsible?
How did I become like this?
Now, I already lost my sense of responsibility.
I really do not know why.

Seriously, I knew I had fucked up big time this time.
I'm gonna hear a big bunch of craps about me soon.
I'm sure I'll be disliked
I can't help it too.

Everything is made upon me.
It's all my wrongdoings that made it happen.
I have no idea what to do.
I FEEL LIKE DYING.

I'm gonna be MIA-ing soon.
I need time to cool down myself,
To really enlighten myself.
I didnt know I had changed for the worst.
I lost my sense of responsibility,
I lost the trust in many people.
I became bad in my reputation,
and I'm doomed to fail.
EVERYTHING.

Love,Work,Life,Health.
My Karma has come.

tata~

tata~

Hmmm, Blog hopped many people's blogs,
Alot of people said bloggers' having issues, lagged.
Mine No Problem leh =x
Blogger Likes Me. =D

anyw,
yesterday wanted went back home after army,
In the Bus, Emily called and jio-ed me go Bugis.
I agreed, since so long nv go le
The bad thing is that,
I'm in my Army Uniform LOLS,

So met Emily and HuiFen at bugis
Went eat Steamboat,
The soup base hor,
is hor,
Ma La,
siao, damn spicy, our lips very red

photos.





after tt, bus-ed home, damn tiring,
but after i reached home, bathed,
refreshed lols.
Mahjong till 1am plus,
went home
sleep sleep zzzz..

tt's all,
gonna go for dinner now

tata~

Seriously,anyone who knows me well knew that I dun stay at home de.
1-2days close myself at home is already SOO rare lar.
I cant believe I've closed myself at home for 4 days, LOLS.
jialat, ZaiNan.

I've become addicted,
Yes,
ADDICTED to Sudden Attack.
omg.
how can I kick this addiction??

Henry dun sad, there are many more out dere waiting for you LOLS,
My JingEng I can give you =]
I can go find another de. LOLS

missing someone is a hardship, not unless I know that someone is missing me toooooooooooooo...

tata~

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Seriously, I thought it was some plain close friendships, or at most a temporary crush.
But after the conversations you all had, talking about u and another guy,
Omg, I didnt knew I felt soosososososo vinegar-ish.
And it totally confirmed the feelings.
Shit Happens.
But it's a good thing, rather than having constipation =.=
I must put up the courage.

tata~

Thought the outing had to be cancelled, it went out in a success instead.
LOLS,
in the end watched "Where Got Ghost?" the Jack Neo film.
Sorry to Wendy, had miscommunications.

Quite nice the movie.
I loved the Army part lols.

The Morale of the last chapter of the movie is really very meaningful.
it says.
"Do you think a Peaceful and Healthy Life comes coincidentally?"
yup true.

After movie, wanted to go eat our dinner.
But cant decide on where to go to..
after awhile, decided to train to Orchard,
go ION see settle for our dinner.
In the meantime, saw a couple,
the guy was like crying.
Suddenly remembered the past,
did the same thing at Bugis Junction years back,
the most memorable thing till now.
haiz.

YES, back to the morale of the movie's last chapter.
We should cherish each and everyone.
Our Loved ones.
Friends, Family, The person you LOVE.
Not everyone can live so happily, healthily.
it doesnt matter if u are rich, or poor.
Don't wait till u lose it, and you regret.

back to today.
We finally settled down at Xin Wang HK restaurant.
total bill= $115.50 lols.

I have a confession to make,
No courage =x.
haiz..

missing someone is difficult, not unless I know you're missing me too.

tata~

heyhey, too busy these days,
playing lols,
tt's why never got the chance to post.

These few days(weekdays) seriously, other than my army time,
it's generally no life.
just to update everyone,
I've cut my hair again, really sucks now.


Finally gotten some of the photos during our Army Cohesion.
lols,
it's on 31st July, now it's ermx....
ok lols.

Sunday night, played Mahjong with Jessie, Shiting, Henry.
cam-whored.








hahas.
anyways,
tomorrow actually planned to go movies,
but because peoples wanna change shows, all different opinions,
I just cancelled it myself,
I dun wan plan anything anymore.
especially for big groups.
Everytime I planned,
People wan snatch away, become they plan.
I wonder wtf they tink they are.
I respect their decisions,
please respect mine tooo.
Dun be bossy that's all.
There is no true leader in a group of friends,
everyone have a part to decide.
I'm really disappointed in it.
fine, it's cancelled,
Because the PLANNER is not going.

I shall stay at home be my ZAI NAN,
or go out if anyone calls me to.

cool down relax.
I'm just saying what I felt.
I'm not so petty either.
lols,

tata~

DAMN FUNNY!. kids trying to beat the zombie!!

and below is the Behind the SCENES.
PLEASE WATCH ALL.
PROMISE 20min of ur time not wasted HAHA.




UNFORTUNATELY, the english subtitles cannot be read in my blog, Press the Videos to get into youtube.com to watch the whole thingy, damn funny!

tata~

Apparently, I've not been blogging is because I'm waiting for photos to be sent over before i start..

But, wad the SHIT, so long, dun wan wait le lols.

These few days was "quite" happening,
Army Army Army,
yup,

Finally, Army's fun,
Only on Friday the 31st July lols.
Our whole unit OETI/AVTW,
went on a cohesion.
wanted to get the photos, stupid timothy zeng freaking lazy to send over.
Met a Tessensohn Road de Civil Service Club to have our bowling game from bout 9-11am,
Then headed over to Sakura Buffet,
DAMN NICE
we paid $23 for the overall cohesion thingy, still waiting for the subsidised money to get back into my pocket wahahahaa.

Our unit wanted to have A bday party for those ppl born in July/August,
Bought a cake, but was only presented towards the end of our cohesion, when we all are like vomitting liao.
Noone ate the cake, so I took it lols,
for Aaron's Bday HAHAHA.
Cheapskate, Shaoting.

Went to Hg Plaza after that, with Henry, CaiJun, Wendy, Laureen, Darren, Jolin, Aaron, MiaoLi, celebrated Aaron's bday, informally haha.
All planned to eat Suki Sushi, but I was freaking full.
I played LAN, they eat lols.
Henry joined me after awhile to play Audition,
tio owned, -.-


1stAugust, Went out with CaiJun,Laureen makan Bak Kut Teh at some ulu ulu place,
quite nice, not bad, lols.
my 1st time eating BakKutTeh,
Must be laughing..... lols,

Yup, then after that went to AMK Hub to catch the movie Overheard.
Not not bad, is VERY NICE
nice recommendations peeps =D
after that TIO PANGSEH!
went home.
idiot.... hahas.

2nd August, stayed at home played L4d the whole damn freaking day,
Then ard 7pm, Aaron called.
"eh wan play L4D at Hg Green ma? not enough people......"
LOLS, To Conclude,
I PLAYED L4D THE WHOLE DAY,
nice dude, lols.


I've realised something, I left with 1Year and 6Months to go before i ORD,
Faster past Faster past!! lols,


tata~