The past has been haunting me.
Since then,
I've lost my courage.

It's like a hurdle, in which i could not jump over.
Everytime I wanted to text you,
I felt a strange feeling,
which led me to delete away the draft.
SMS-ing has became a difficulty.
To meet, I think it's fairly obvious. Even harder.

But, if I don't, wouldn't I lost all my chances?
Wouldn't I be procrastinating?
I'd just fall immediately.

But, Shadows of the past remains.

But,
but,
but....




What is LOVE?
till now, i felt it really sucks.
i really hate the pain.
it's killing me.


Feeling sad and frustrated at the same time.
Sad- She doesn't realise
Frustrated-I'm a coward.

fk it~