Just reached home from JY's bday party.
decided not to stay overnight.
Too crowded and messy le.
i really cannot put up the courage..
who's that guy?
i'm falling down.
down down down.
hitting the rock bottom
pain's overwhelming.
Teach me how to initiate.
My sociable skill has dropped alot alot.
Where's the ShaoTing he has used to be.
I'm like no more funny,
no more entertaining,
not so happy-go-lucky already.
no more ideas.
cannot plan.
Must build it up.
How? teach me please.
ENLIGHTEN ME