As I walked back home a few minutes ago,
Light drizzle came pouring down.
and tears started rolling down my cheeks.

OK, I get it, I got everything already.
I knew it.
I'm not the guy.
You went out with another person.
During this busy and important period of your time.
Guess the person still remains in your heart.
I DIDNT HAVE THE CHANCE TO TREAT YOU LIKE HOW HE DOES.


maybe, just blame it on my jealousy,
Or my over-suspisciousness.
Over Sensitivity.
You mentioned how u fell in love with another guy.
Even if it's not me, It doesnt matter.
But I don't think so.
It's the same old person from months ago.

To the GUY.
So, Who are you toying with?
Her feelings, or ME?
Didnt you remembered what you said?
If what you said was real,
Are'nt you just toying her feelings, giving her a false hope?
But what if it's untrue?
You're a freaking bastard lying to me.
I gave you the choice in the first place.
You had chosen it, So keep it.
I trust you. But my consciousness does not.

Why are there so many things happening around in my relationship?
Everything really does not work for me.
Is it my KARMA
Must I really fail a relationship just because I've rejected one person?
I've rejected alot.
So I'm destined to be hurt in a love battle?
To be the sole heart-broken-er?
Enlighten me PLEASE.

I'm really getting things more obvious.
Hope she gets the idea.
I can't make a move now, Unlike Him.
I'm busy, He's not.
You're busy, but u find time to go out, with the group, where he's there.
I'm shattering with tears.
I already know what it meant.
But I'm not going to give up.

THANK YOU HENRY.
You are the only person I can talk to.
Thanks to the blog too,
All my unhappiness are being spoken inside.
So that this happy-go-lucky chap's personality remains.

This kind of jealousy,
really proves my feelings for you.